Monday, October 01, 2007

my driving test is in half an hr's time and i am really feeling the jitters! why do i have this ultimate ominous feeling that i am going to fail and that its gonna be like a stupid mistake, like gg 51km/hr when the speed limit is 50km/hr. ohmigosh help....and it doesn't help when i had a caffeine high last night lasting till this morning with minimum sleep, screw those new lethal nigeria coffee powder.

on another note I weeded the garden and saved a bee which was lost in my room ytd. pity we don't have a cow because we are talking about the amount of weeds that can feed all the cows in new zealand. and i learnt that small puny ugly harmless looking bunch of weeds have roots deeper than the newly settled rose plant which i accidentally tried to pluck out. roots so deep that i plonked heavily on my butt when i pop them up. so i should stop wishing that relationships with loved ones be it with the family, zy or bestie or c9 or monik & co, can blossom like flowers but rather manifest as a weed because those roots go deep, theres no need for the glam factor but it withstands every ounce of energy exerted by the weeder and every brand of herbicide thrown at them, and then when they are finally gone, to grow again soon. well done u little weeds. enjoyed my battle with you, shall see you again in 2wks time. don't grow spikes to poke my gloves like you do this time.

hokay i should stop rambling.
wish me luck!! i think i need the toilet now..jitters!