Tuesday, October 31, 2006

i must tell myself that being stressed does not give me the green light to just suddenly blast on to friends here because they are not friends who know how my little brain operates.

and that i must learn to chill, which is something everyone's been telling me to do since the dinosaurs roam the world. and that people might not understand why you cannot chill because you just don't see any freaking reasons that can make you chill.

i just feel the stakes are too high for me to lose. and this is such a loser entry and i am alrdy losing.