Friday, January 13, 2006

I'm back due to popular demand :)))))

Aiya actually no popular demand..its just, I've got something to share with u peeps. I just reconfirmed with some of my close friends that I am an obnoxious person, self centered till the point of being irritating.

To think about it, yes, I've always been so busy with me myself and I that I fail to notice the people surrounding me. I always know this thing about myself but I thought it was over suspicion on my part and I should try to love myself, but I seriously reconfirmed the fact that I'm an obnoxious self centered bitch.

I tried asking people online for their opinions. My conversation with Wanting was something like that

Me
So in sec sch I'm obnoxious and self centered?

Wanting
Yala sometimes

Me
So i ling ren tao yen la? Say the truth

Wanting
Yes, sometimes

Me
Then why u still fren me?

Wanting
Cos you must understand i have high level of tolerance

T_T

But the consoling part was she said I changed for the better. peeps, if ever I was this obnoxious idiot that ruin one of ur days in sec sch, ok or weeks or months or years in sec sch, please forgive me. That I'll be good. I promise.

Zhihao later told me actually the obnoxious streak in me was good in helping me to realise true friends because they are the ones that will love me even though I am
1) Arrogant
2) Show off
3) Procrastinator
4) Obnoxious cum self centered
5) Competitive
6) Egoistic
7) Cheapo
8) Boorish auntie
9) Insensitive
10) Ki siao type of emotional

they really describe me as a person yea..i think so too. Oh wells.

He says if i'm not any of the above den i'm not Wenyan. But the thing is, how can anyone stand a person like the above stated??? If you guys still love me, its really unconditional love on your part, or maybe high levels of tolerance, like what Wanting has.

THANK YOU ALL FOR TOLERATING SUCH A PERSON LIKE ME. and for that, you guys have my love and all the well wishes I can wish for you all.

You may not want to kiss such a obnoxious person like me, but hey, here's a kiss from me to you guys, to you guys who loved me for whatever I am.