Tuesday, November 08, 2005

I am so waterlogged right now I feel like a swollen piece of sponge. In times like that, I do not care whether I sound crass or crude or rude or whatchamacallit. This is what I want to scream out loud everytime when I am cringing with pain from the motherfucking cramps.

'Someone please take away my ovaries!'

I used to scream that loudly when I am alone with Kaiqi. Then, she will weigh consequences like, if someone really takes my ovaries away, I cannot have babies and then I will have to ask her to be a surrogate mother for me. By then, I will have a loud banshee scream of ' I dun care' and she will enjoy the moment of breaking the saddening news to me, the news that no one will be able to take away my ovaries, even if I pay them to do it, so I should just shut up and pop a few panadols.

Easy for everyone to ask me to shut up. Try having them. Ok, I shall resist trying to rant about what's in store in the favourite time in the month, because 1) You girls already know it, 2) there are some male shitheads(like david and zhaoyan, wahahaha) reading my blog and I do not want to disgust them, although I have already done enough things to disgust them.

These few days have been busy, because of the upcoming o levels. I have 6 sec 4 students and I am having 10 hours of teaching for 3 days already. I am not a tuition teacher. I am a tuition machine. No need to elaborate further. Although I have a passion for teaching(i think), I do not think my passion runs thick enough to cover my frustration of having to repeat 'alkenes have 3 types of addition reactions' for 6th time in 3 days. Money is indeed hard to come by. Imagine trying to teach 10 hrs when suffering from cramps. It was one of the toughest weekend I have so far, even worse than studying for A levels. I actually enjoyed studying for that period of time. I will choose to be a student rather than a teacher anytime anyday anywhere.

If I hear another person commenting about how I am having a easy life teaching tuition and how I am charging at a exhorbitant fee of $25/hr , I will personally wring that poor soul's neck.

Oh great. I just received a call from Mr Gan just I was typing this entry. He says he cannot handle the students in his place and needs me to go over now. So much for wanting to take a well deserved break. I need to be there in like 20 minutes? 20 minutes you say?? Fuck all the students there.(being crampy and tired gives me the passport to swear.nanny nanny poo poo)

I am off now. But not to be a tuition machine. Its a tuition slave now.