Monday, November 14, 2005

I am a happy girl! I can finally listen to my favourite cd on my computer. My speaker broke down moNths ago, and I have been procrastinating like hell to get new speakers. Ditto for everything else that needs to be done.

In case you guys do not know, my all time favourite cd, cd-i-will-nv-be-sick-of is SunYanZi's START cd. Her fifth album, yep, the one with Silent All These Years. I have no need to dwell on her fab singing ability. Of all cds, this is really the best. But the most ironic thing is, I bought all Stefanie's cds except this one! By the time I decided I like this cd, its no longer in the market. This will be one of my deepest regrets in my whole life. Haha, I sound damn exaggerating. The one I have now belongs to Kaiqi. Its been with me for like 5months already. I am so sorry. I copied the songs in the computer already. I WILL return it to you the next time I see you. I promise.

Oh ya. There's this particular female blogger whom Kaiqi and I agree is drop dead gorgeous. yes, so what, we oogle at girls too. I quote Kaiqi's comment on her. 'pretty till lau nua' But we are really straight girls. We just admire God's creation and we both think she's one of those masterpieces.

I think we got cheated. Turns out she's one of the cosmetics surgeon's masterpieces, from the sources. I do not know about the reliability of the sources. It could be an act of jealousy from some other catty girls, going to the extent of photoshopping her to prove to everyone that she's a fake, or it could be true.

Firstly, I am secretly glad if she's a fake. It proves that I am not doing that bad for a natural and I do not need to bang the wall because she's so pretty and I am not. It makes me glad because God is a little less unfair, because no one is actually born with that type of lau nua looks. Well, you have to admit that women are green eyed monsters. Find me a girl who does not turn green when present with better specimens. Geen with envy, not jealousy. I draw the line between the two. The latter is much more vicious, I guess.

As a sympathetic human being, I am feeling really sorry for her. If I happen to know about her fake stuff, trust that I will never ever reveal to anyone, much less post it online. I mean, come on, we are all women, belonging to the same species. Is there a need to be so vindictive to a person who just wants to be pretty, and just happen to succeed in doing that? It's really an ugly picture, seeing sweet young things lash out vicious stuff to expose each other. What do they gain in the end? One competitor down? But in the first place, what do they compete for? Its kinda pointless.

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I bought like 3 pairs of pants yesterday? Including the long awaited cargo pants!! I love getting bottoms which makes me look slim. Its deception actually, but heck. I do not care as long as I appear taller with a smaller and pert butt. However, it then comes to the issue that it cause a disproportionality because big faces should never go with smaller butts. Nonetheless, fellow girl comrades! We should never settle for bottoms that do not make the thighs look 2 sizes smaller!

I brought my mum to dye her hair as well. She's a real nincompoop. She wants to dye her hair, but she do not want anyone to notice that she dyed her hair. So, whats the point of dyeing and wasting a good $100? Frustrating till a hair pulling point, which is really detrimental to me. You will know what I mean if you have been following my posts.

Kaiqi, does this sound familiar to you? My mum's totally like you. Why am I always surrounded nincompoops? So, it turns out like what I predicted and what she wanted. It is still black. A good $100 gone. My satisfied mum thinks that there is some colour on her hair, only visible under blinding light. I feel like screaming at her. Blinding light already people cannot open their eyes, how to see your colour?! Do not get me started on what happened when Kaiqi dye her hair.

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Angel, I am very sorry for your loss, and fug that lousy question tagger. But, people only flame people whom they are jealous of, i.e, meaning you could be like 100 times better than them, hence their childish behaviour. You have us ya? Just give me a call if you need anything. You still have kayaking to look forward to.

I'm off now. Its the last episode of Stairway to Heaven. I'm a sucker for happy endings and I totally hate Korean shows, because the leads will usually end up dead. I have no idea why I still like this show. Whatever. I still have to see exactly how the female lead dies.

Oh by the way, my dad thinks my mum looks like the female lead, Jingshu. My mum hovered on the moon for like 3 nights :)