Wednesday, September 07, 2005

As you all have heard, yes, I have been brutally abused by my youngest sister,which is 5 years older than me. I do not know how to bear the shame. It was due to a silly arguement about the case of a missing necklace. Childish. My only conclusion from this incident is this

"I am fat, but I have no strength"

To avoid being slapped by other people and lacking the strength to retaliate, I am really training hard right now. My dumbbells are in use again and I am working out for at least an hour everyday.

But everything is ok now. She had already apologised to me. I expect a few scars to permanently reside on my arms, as some scratches are really deep. Let it be a reminder never ever to quarrel with my sisters.

*****

Last night was probably the most exciting night ever in my life. Well, relative to me. My life as you all know, has the lack of the thrill element. Maybe I have to endure major scoffing and loud exclamations of "wahlau like that only". Whatever. Laoniang I happy can le.

I was re-reading harry potter at about 11.15 pm when my fren called to ask me out for supper. He had a car and said we could go anywhere. I was in a real dilemma because I am already in my pyjamas and my hair was in a lousy state. In addition, you guys know that my mum will never let me go out in the middle of the night, in a car driven by a fellow peer. But I really wanted to go for the heck of it, and I thought my friend really need company, as he had resorted to ask for my company.

Thus, I decided to just sneak out for the fun of it. yes SNEAK OUT. My mum was asleep anyway.However she was a light sleeper, thus twice the thrill. I managed to lock the door with minimal disturbance. Any reader must note that I have never done something like that before, thus I am filled with excitement. I was really trembling with trepidation. The thought of having the possibilty of getting caught is one great boost of adrenaline. I loved it.

We went to the seletar reservior to watch the stars. Damn the haze. Everything was blur. After which we went for prata at thomson, the one I always go with my cousins. I calculated that I had to be at home either before 1am, or after 2.30am because my dad would be going to work. We missed the one before 1am.

He suggested going to the cemetery(what the hell), but in my crazy state, I actually suggested skinny dipping(HAHA..well it was dark anyway..but it was honestly a joke)

On the way back yishun, we scroll down the windows and I pop my head out, wearing a pair of shades belonging to his father. It was hella fun. I felt like some deliquent ah lian. But i was dizzy with freedom and craziness.We den took 2 of his bicycles and cycle around yishun. We actually went to some godforsaken carpark surrounded by vast jungle. It is way creepy. I thought I saw a shadow in the jungle but I dare not tell him. I just suggested cycling back to civilisation.

I was scared till I wanted to pee desperately. I told him and he ask me to find the bushes. Even if I were to pee in my pants, I would definitely not go into the bushes. The bicycle seat adjusted way up high did not help. It just made me ache with pain and urge to pee. I told him the seats were adjusted too high and he did not believe. In the end when he got off the bike, the seat bumped his ahem. It was funny I thought, but i dare not laugh in fear of karma.

We talked awhile under the void deck and cycle back. While cycling back, I actually saw quite a few people still loitering around. My bet is they are underwear theives. Oh well, den I got a ride home.

I reached home at around 3am.

*End of Wenyan's Night Out*

It will be a night to remember.

*****

Anyway, if someone were to grant me a wish now, I would definitely use it to help my friend. Brother, I really wished very very hard yesterday before I sleep, wishing that you will be fine. He is in trouble. Can't really help much. I dun really have a knack of consoling people. Kinda felt useless. But I can still keep him company, though I am not really good company. At least I cycle around with him, risking to break that thin membrane under the seat's pressure.(if you know what i mean)

Tata guys.