Wednesday, August 10, 2005
Actually this year there's alot of last times for me,at least for the next 3 years.I find that I tend to cherish the occasions more.Normally my family never celebrate birthdays.But this year,even my least enthu act cool youngest sister also took efforts to celebrate occasions like Father's Day,Mother's Day,our birthdays and even the dumpling festival.Take for example my mum
My mum really loves me alot.She know I like to eat dumplings.During this year's dumpling festival,she wrap 10kg of rice for me.Even though she's in pain cos she have fibroids(dun really know what it is called) she also stand there for 8 hours make dumplings for me.Den at first I dunno why she make so much so I asked her.
She then said quietly that they were for me because the next 3 years I won't get to eat them.She then ask me whether next year can ship over or not.I thought there were some tears in her eyes la.She make all the dumplings with egg yolk for me.Cos the rest of my family dun like egg yolks.She made so much for me until my birthday that day I still have dumplings to eat every morning ok.My mum is super.I love my mum!!
I realized I took my family and friends for granted as well.Now that I know it is already final decision that I will be gone so long,I feel so bad that I did not cherish the times with them last time.My C9 esp,were there for me when I needed them.I would not know what to do without them.
For the year of 2005 esp,I came to realise that friends are really forever.Seasons will change,people will age,but our friendship will never change!I love my C9 and JC bitches!!Well,I am a very lazy,not to say the least meticulous person.I never take effort in celebrating birthdays with my friends.They always do so much for me.For my 14th birthday,they actually give me a bag of beansprouts.I was appalled la.Den after school they surprise me with a icecream cake and 2 cds which i always wanted.Aren't they sweet!! I am so sorry that I never take much efforts to celebrate your birthdays with you.Sob sob..
And now no time le la..I am flying off le.I regret not giving you guys the best birthdays.And I dun have chance to celebrate any of your 21st birthdays!!WOE IS ME!!Wahlau i suddenly dun feel like going overseas now.
Why is it that only when there is not much time left to spend with our loved ones do we realise that we do not show enough care and concern to them.
So ppl,cherish whatever you have now!!Now I shall take the chance to tell you guys that i lurrvve you ppl!!Muacks muacks muacks!
flabbyarms thought hard on 9:44 PM.
