Thursday, July 21, 2005
It's caiwen's birthday today!HAPPY BIRTHDAY!A few of us went kboxing at Cineleisure today. 
Left pic:Kaiqi singing Jay Chou
Centre pic:Me very immersed in my world of music(a fugly pic,but heck)
Right pic:The 3 decided to act chio.
After that the rest of us join us for dinner at Newton Circus.
We had basically all the very nice food in newton circus.But angeline and pauline say the mussels cheat money,only have shells.See,din I say not to order mussels.Lao niang I am always right..wahahaha.
This is my fave pic of the day!
I was actually trying to take a photo of a legendary big oyster of the oyster egg omelette.Shir offered to pose for me.I was trying to focus and take the picture when she started screaming..''Quick,very smelly!"
I took the pic quickly and pop the oyster back into my mouth.Smelly meh......sooo delicious lo!The oyster really very big hor.
Ok here comes my legendary 'make people's day' oversized shades
My before and after!Wahaha,cute right.I also think so!But it does not mean I only look good with half my face covered hor!
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I am happy today because today is a C9 outing.Like what the members of C9 says,no matter how different our lives are,we will always be there for each other.Many people seek to find the same friendship we have within us,but to no avail.I just have to thank my lucky stars for them.
Shir told me that she started talking to him,and told me that she forgives him for whatever he had done.She wants this friend back.Like her,I really understand what he is going through,a different type of pain of losing a large part of his secondary school life.She asked me a very difficult question yesterday.
''You seem as though you have moved on,but have you forgiven him?''
I thought deep and hard,but I guess I have not forgiven him for his cruelty to me,thus I cannot treat him as a friend yet.I do not hate him.I have no anger for him,but I cannot forgive him yet.I reckoned it is because I still feel the hurt,that is why I cannot forgive.I reckoned I still feel the hurt because he still matters much to me.I have to admit that I am a very weak and shallow person.I succumb to evil thoughts and sickening temptations,which is why I cannot pull myself away from him yet.But like what shirleen says,and what everyone says,someday somewhere down the road I will understand why things were meant to be.In time to come,as time dilutes my feelings for him,i believe I will forgive him too.
Thank you shir for whatever you done.Muacks!
